Whatcha doin? III

im not furious. just annoyed.

and being in a position where your being controlled is the same thing as someone/something having power over you. at that point, people usually beg for forgiveness or ask for help.

im doing neither obviously.

RD is home from finally. she had class tonight after work which means a 2 hours round trip on top of it all.
i better go chitchat with her before she gets pissy with me.

Wondering if I should duck and cover. What happened? I get on, and find a pissed off Rudas. Please elaborate.

fluffy bunny overdose! FBO! thats a good way to put!

catching up on here.
then i dunno what.

Reading stuff online, doing a game half-heartedly and waiting for the boyfriend to come back online. Though how long that this relationship is still going to last is still the major question..

watching Gamma Ray interviews.

Fighting with the boyfriend. One of these days I'm going to give him a cosmic kick up the butt.

relationships are always a pain in the ass arent they....

Yes they are. Enough things have been crashing down around me lately and I really don't need him to add more pressure. Yet, it seems to be his way or no way and I'm so fed up with the insinuation that I am to blame. I really don't know what to do.

what is he trying to blame you for?

For the fact that we don't see each other enough (long-distance stuff sucks) and for wanting to listen to the concerns of my parents about some more negative aspects of him/his life. And probably also for a number of other stuff. He's saying that he doesn't blame me, but I can sense that he is so totally putting all of it on me.

Still sewing the bed. Takes forever since I can't stay bent over all that long without my back hurting. Why'd the stupid thing have to unravel itself 3/4 the way...

the only person he can blame for the negative aspects of his life is himself.
and of course parents will be concerned for thier offspring.
theres always comprimises(sp) that have to be made in any form of relationship, otherwise they never work. and the comprimises have to met by all involved, you, him, your parents, his parents, friends, everyone. and sometimes some relationships end up costing other relationships. i guess thats pretty much how life goes i spose.

be back later, just talked to Blakus and hes rounding up more fire wood for the back yard so im gonna go give him a hand.

Rudas, that's what I'm constantly saying as well. I think it's only natural that my parents feel concern about some things and I am trying to make it better for all parties involved but it seems like I'm not getting anywhere because barely anyone tries to support my efforts. I'm willing to compromise on some things, but he's not budging on anything and him saying he won't wait around forever really pisses me off.

*sighs* Anyway, I'm totally derailing the thread. Time to get back OT.

* Solya*

well, Blakus and his kids have taken off already.
so i r back.

Updating Ubuntu and sitting here posting.

Looking out the window, and seeing nothing but gloomy, gray skies. Doesn't make you feel all that good. Hoping tomorrow brings clear skies, and sunshine.

Sorry WD, I hear it's supposed to snow...

Getting ready to head to bed shortly. Looking forward to hearing from Troy tomorrow.